小孩

今天下午我去买午餐的时候遇到遇见很尴尬的场面。当我在等待打包的时候由个小孩跟着父母在吃饭。当他们看到我的时候就在那里“咦咦叫”说你看那个人。好可怕！然后跑去叫他们的父母看！当他们转过头来看我的时候竟然告诉他们的孩子不要接近我不要看不然会吃不下饭！

真想向前去痛骂他们！可是回想他们会怕是正常的！毕竟他们没有我的经历。可是我觉得他们说的话很伤人。也不是第一次遇见这种局面了，算了。孩子是天真无知的可是父母呢？难道他们也是天真无知的吗？他们都是没脑的吗？

我很想告诉他们这不是我要的还有请不要用这种有色眼光来看待我！我在想以后的社会会是怎样的？身体有缺陷或不完美和不正常的都要继续过这种被歧视的生活吗？我只想过正常的生活这是错的吗？我想短期内我不会再到那间素食馆打包了！

走出阴霾，跨步向前，突破牛皮癣。。Out of the haze, stepped forward to a breakthrough psoriasis

昨天收到GOH的电话他看过我在牛皮癣部落的文章，他说：你要放开胸怀接纳自己，不要去在意别人怎么看你。不要因为让外人的反映影响你自己的情绪。因为这样对你的病情不会有帮助。要尝试突破这些负面情绪，那你的病情才会有更好的进步空间。如果说你自己无法接受自己，常常因为他人的眼神就伤心难过对病情一点帮助都没有。

当他说到这我的鼻子一阵酸很想哭不过还是忍住了！这个道理我明白，可是当你在皮痛肉裂的时候看到别人这样取笑自己你会不难过不伤心吗？话说回来GOH的说法是对的。自己越是难过情绪低落会使情况跟加恶劣。不管怎样放开胸怀是最重要的。我会学着放开。

Yesterday I received a call from GOH after he read an article in my's Spring Of Psoriasis blog he said: You have to open up your own mind to accept yourself , not to care about how other people look at you. Do not allow outsiders to reflect the impact of your own emotions. This will not help your illness. To try to break through these negative emotions, and you have a better condition of room for improvement. If you can not accept you ownself and often because of other people's eyes to then gert upset or anger it will not help on improve your sick.

When he mentioned this to me i feel like crying, however, I understand this truth, but when you have pain on the skin and skin crack bleeding, see other people make fun of themselves so you will not feel sorry for it? What GOH mention is true. The more sad and depression will increase with the situation worse. In any case open mind is the most important. I will learn to open up. Thanks.

你的眼神。。我的悲伤。。你的微笑。。我的安慰Your eyes. .My sorrow. .You smile. .My comfort

你有看过牛皮癣患者吗？那请问你看到的话你会有什么反应呢？不断盯这看就像在看怪物般还是不当一回事的继续逛你的街？又或者是狞视着那个人直到她离开你的视线？但你是否有顾虑过那人的感受呢？请问你又是否愿意留个空间让牛皮癣患者像你一样穿梭在人群中？不用有色带歧视的眼神看待我们呢？这是我对陌生人的疑问。因为打从我有了牛皮癣以后,每次出门在外都有很多人会用歧视的眼神看我.有的甚至是目不转睛的盯着我看!让我觉得很不自在.也就因为这样渐渐的我变成一只全身长满刺的刺猬.

间接的情绪也被牵动变得很差，而病情更不用说当然是不好。这到底是谁的错？牛皮癣患者？还是经过牛皮癣患者的身边的人歧视的眼神？看到我部落格的朋友。能不能请你们带着宽容的心来对待比你们较不完美的我们呢？你的微笑你的拥抱比仙丹对我们跟有帮助谢谢！

You have not seen in patients with psoriasis before? Do you see that, then what would you react? Keep watching this to see just looking like a monster or continue with your shopping? Or maybe you will still stare at the person untill she personal leave until your line of sight?However have you ever concern that people feelings?Would you be willing to leave space for patients with psoriasis,just be like you, shuttle in the crowd? There are no ribbon-discrimination eyes look at us? This is my question strangers. Because I had psoriasis since then, every time away from home have a lot of people will see me in the eyes of discrimination. And even some of the staring at me! Made me feel very uncomfortable. Because it will gradually change the I Into a body covered with spines hedgehog.

The mood was also indirectly affects and has become down and of course, not to mention the condition is not good. Who in the end it's wrong? Patients with psoriasis? Or people passing by patients with psoriasis, with the close of discrimination in the eyes? For those who view my blog. Can you please with a tolerance heart to treat us that less perfect from you? Your smile than to embrace your panacea for us with helpful Thank you!

皮干裂开痛无人知.....skin pain no one knows

我又回到天天与润肤乳相伴的日子了。真的很痛苦可很无奈。坐着躺着都要很慢动作不然就会感觉这痛那疼，尤其这次肩膀很紧不时会因为皮肤太快干的关系。有时裂开小痕碰到水或lotion都很痛。。我别无所求。只希望这一切可以快点过去。

I returned to daily moisturizing cream and accompanied by a day. The pain can really be very reluctant to do. Sitting or lying down must be very slow motion if not i will feel the pain and hurt , my shoulder are so tight and my skin dry so fast. Sometimes a small scar will make feel pain so much when i bath or apply lotion.I do not want nothing. What i wish now is quickly recover and get out from what im feel now.

复发。。RELAPSE。。

最近这几天我的皮肤又复发了。。干干的紧紧的好不舒服让我不得不增加涂抹润肤乳的次数而且量也得增加。我不敢晒太阳因为那样皮肤会很痛很痒。希望这段时间可以快点过去。。
These few days my skin got relapse again..dry and tight its really not comfy i have no other choice beside keep on apply lotion and usage of lotion need to be add on too. I dare not to go out too often as well. Because my skin will feel pain and itch. really hope this thing will be over soon.